seriously i dont know where to start from,too many things happen.
went friend house to stay after having big quarrel with him ytd,
it's kind of really depressed.
don't know since when i'm so deeply in love with him.
until i cant even breathe,
i'm so scare to lose him,
so i started to get angry every little single thing,
started to throw temper everyday,
started to tears every night.
i really dont know why am i behave like this until we talk things out.
After cooling myself down at my friend house,
i promise him and ofcause myself that i'll change,
i'm not going to be "da xiao jie" anymore,
i'm going to be independent!
he also promise me that he will change too,
we are going to make our love much much more stronger(:
have a talk with someone today in msn,
he told me:
"if you hold a bird too tightly, it's will die,
if you hold it too loose it's will fly away"
so you have to know how to control,
then i asked, what if i give him freedom and he do something behind my back how?
then he answer:
"then you will know what type of person he is already."
TOTALLY AGREE!!
agree? agree??
HA.
i'm going to take this challenger from now on.
i'm going to treat you nice,
i'm going to listen to you,
like a "xiao nu ren",
BUT!!!
IF YOU DARE TO CLIMB UP TO MY HEAD,
YOU BETTER WATCH OUT!