Was so stress over work last week, feel like i'm a useless idiot moron in the ward, don't know every single thing. So many things to learn, especially doing central nurse. Have been crying and crying over this, don't feel like going to work everyday, scare that when i open my assignment book i will see "central" beside my name. Stress until i felt like dying, felt like giving up on everything! gave up on nursing. But somehow, i still go to work, accept what i have to learn, what i need to go through. I told myself.. this is life, this is working life and this is NURSING! I've my family support and also baby support, i had overcome it already. Thanks everyone(:
Went to da sao's house on wednesday to see the new family member TAN ZHI YANG after he finally discharged from ICU. Glad that he's healthy and super active now(: and he is cute!
Off on saturday, we went to NTUC in the morning to buy bread, eggs and sausage to make our lovely breakfast for ourself, hehehe sweet enough. Went grandma's house in the afternoon with my family and movie with baby after that, went to watch toy story 3 at ps. Didnt really like the show actually. ok, please treasure your toys ok? -.-" mos burger for dinner and home sweet home with love<3
Afternoon shift on sunday, in charge of clean cases, so free on that day*touch wood* and they can even facebook and facebook the whole day~. Btw, baby send me to work and fetch me after work, he only need to book in on monday because they owed him 1 day off:D baby's mum left some dinner for me, lah-lah, tian ji and soup for late dinner(: chi dao wo bao bao<3
afternoon shift again on monday, got no mood to work seriously, because it's baby's book in day and i cant send him, mad sad. Even thought of taking MC, hahaha but i did not because i'm scare. :b he send me to work and stay at home the whole day alone at home. Poor him. he came SGH again at 7pm and just want to have dinner with me during my break time. He said he missed me so he came down to see me and want to have dinner with me. i guess my boy is really bored at home:( silly. Sad that cant send him to camp, and this is the 1st time i didn't send him. No choice, i have to work. 4 more days i'm gonna see him again. it's when his POP day! woohoo..
The cute lil tiny zhi yang(:
da sao is changing diaper and yet the naughty one's not happy. haha
she's rechel(don't know how to spell her name) she is driving me crazy! melt~
on the way preparing for breakfast<3
Dadang!~ looks like it's for dinosaur to eat. hahaha.
coffee, egg plus bread and sausage<3
soaking brocoscope.
Me and joanna(:
my hand kanna cedix solution and it's turn green. And the solution its TOXIC! luckily my finger still can move and didn't need to chop off. LOL.
when baby came to find me during my break time(:
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love spending time with you, you makes me forget all my stress and unhappiness.
you are my medicine baby.
thanks
4 more days!
looking forward to your P.O.P<3